Tedium. By the word’s definition, you should not want to take part in my account of these tedious days, my ennui. But, my dear and not-so-dear ones, you know it, don’t you? All too well: life keeps going, going, with or without you.
We have all been caught in our own empty abeyances, haven’t we? Some call it laziness. Others, indecision. Others, another subtle or violent term of inaction. Regardless of the term, if you do not already relate, my thoughts are not for you. Please, stop reading knowing I admire you or perhaps think you self-deceived.
Rediscovering _______

As I sat on the porch steps of dreadful suburbia, letting the sunshine bathe my face, my arms, my questioning soul, I sat and enjoyed an unfiltered American Spirit, trying to ignore something. Something that was a more constant irritant than the metallic click click click of the katydids’ musicless call or the blind traverse of the fat, gray-black ant up and along my calf. Continue reading








